Getting Older
I just turned 23 and have no idea what I'm doing with my life. Obviously I know I'm not alone with this feeling, it can just be really hard to navigate and I wanted to write about why I'm struggling, without judgement or feeling guilty. A lot of it has to do with feeling left behind or like I'm failing at life - due to comparing myself to others. This doesn't mean I'm any less proud of the people in my life for all they've accomplished, it just means I'm not quite there yet. To start with something easier, I'm so alone. I feel like my whole life has been a revolving door of people, nobody ever stays. This can make it hard to be in a relationship as I always feel like the other person is moments away from leaving. One wrong thing said or something stupid is done and they'll be gone. Seeing my friends getting married and reaching big milestones with their significant others, as happy as I am for them, it's al...